i worry alot for the results.especially when my dad asked me ''what ya gonna do after this if you dont make it'' he sounded intrested and opened up like finally after gazillion years like not even bothering. That definitely make me feel worst. relax its not that hes positive that im not gonna make it.My itchy mouth blabbered that i dont think i'll make it through.God everytime i think about the results i'll go and stuff lotssss of food in my mouth and keep eating and eating its starting to get so sick.I need help.Help!! will that do? Why do all the problems come in a year. Make next year a great one.if not great,better than this year will just do. yes.this year sucked THAT much. im so worried sick.

bday was super great with the sidekick.also the dedication entry on joyce&ruls blog.
With them,what more can i ask for.hmm a super hot gay boyfriend to complete the whole puzzle will do okay? i'll upload the pics after the results k.

god why am i still up?its like so late la..just wait till my mom finds out.she'll scccrrrreeeeeaaaaaammmmm!!!!

guess thats all. <3